Saturday, July 22, 2006

 

Yesterday was my last day of work at ntu. They employed another girl to take over me. The girl is deaf and mute but what I heard from them is that she is very smart, got distinction for her English during 'o' levels and had many job experiences.

Though I only see her on Friday, to tell her and hand over some work to her, it just made me very comfortable to be with her. I can see hope in her eyes. Though she might be handicap, she juz worked hard for what she want to achieve. We communicate through papers and pens. Kinda tough coz some words cannot be expressed juz by writings.

Starting out my new job on wed. Expecting the unexpected. And don't know what to expect there. Wondering what kind of work will I be handling. And Rachel... if u are reading this.. I'm not working in some fish company!!! I'm not fish seller ok? hahahah....

This is the logo of the new company that I'll be working on Wed. My fren, rachel, said it looks like a fish company. coz got sea... got mountain... den the shape of it is like a fish. hmm... ok la.. looks a bit like it but it's not a fish company. hahaha....

Yesterday was also the first time I saw 2 of my Pri Sch frenz cum Sec Sch frenz at my house bus-stop. All of us have grown up.. all leading different lives. Going to different directions in life. Somehow, when I see them. I wanted to say, 'Hi!' to them but I hesitated. I don't want to be the one who take the initative. And I think the 3 of us are waiting for each other to take the move but none of us did. And guess wad? Our buses came at the same time, 157, 187 and 198 and we all boarded different buses and went on our destinations.

Hm.. quite silly huh? is it juz so hard to say take the first move sometimes? I think it doesn't juz happen to me. mayb we are afraid of being reject and embarass when our frenz ignore us when we say, 'Hi' to them.

Signing Off On|10:51 PM|

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